Sister

Sister

You won’t explain yourself. I have questions and you refuse to answer them. It’s been four years. And I am angry. You use my anger as an excuse to protect yourself from my “rage”. But you feel so goddam guilty, don’t you? So you blog about what a wonderful nurturer you are because the shame is gnawing at you. You publicly shamed me in your house, at a wedding, and in a courtroom. I want to know why. Give me a valid reason. If you don’t have one, then an apology will do just fine. You’re not perfect, you don’t have to keep up the pretense for me. Dad’s not looking, even if you think he is. Take off your mask and look at me. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and say you’re sorry to me. You should be able to admit you fucked up, apologize and work to make things better. If you can’t, you’re a charlatan regardless of what your blog readers think.


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